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Nov. 14th, 2009

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Obtained Item: Discounted Manga

So far this weekend:
Friday night they were having a sale at Wet Seal. I now have a new black hoodie, my first pair of jean shorts ever and a new plaid sweater... for 13$ total. Yesss.
Today, Adrina, Ethan, Hanin, Hanin's roommate Libby and I went to San Fransisco's Japantown! :D
Squee. Fans for 1.50? Yes please.
I now have two new fans, some teapots for my mom, a book of Japanese kana to help me memorize them, Hellsing Volume 3 and Banana Fish Volume 7. For 12 dollars total.

Life is good.

Nov. 10th, 2009

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Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa.....
Imagine Etna saying that. Right before using avalanche.

That's what NaNo Mango has said to me. I'm five pages behind! D:
...and overly proud of the five pages I sort of have. Sadly, this may be the most comic pages I've ever drawn.

Oh well!

Nov. 2nd, 2009

concentrate?

Now, for my second German midterm

I've had a revelation.

Perfekt is the hat...gemacht tense.
Everything makes sense now. The universe has revealed its secret to me.

(It's like that time that guy explained word order to me.)

I can die now.

Oct. 7th, 2009

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Trying to get LJ to do cuts for me. We'll see if it works. :(

So, I am totally going to finish the first chapter of Platinum one of these days. Totally. yep.

Oct. 6th, 2009

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Gods and Authority Figures

So, I was recently inspired by some fantasy rants I found online and thought I'd do  one of my own, on a topic that just bugs me when I find it in fiction... people who are friends with everyone.

I realize that some characters are really friendly, and they're nice and cool and sues, but not everyone can be their friend. Being friendly is not the same as being friends with everyone. If you are in a position where you have significantly more or less power than someone, then  I would argue that friendship is near impossible. Think about it. Most of you have been through public education. Were you friends with your teachers in high school? Really truly friends, who could rely on each other and ask each other for favors and go out together to eat? How about in middle school? Were you friends with your teachers in middle school?

Probably not.

But, I still see people writing princesses who are friends with the maids and cooks, kings who are friends with the common soldiers, and that which makes me the angriest of all, Gods and Godesses who are friends with common people. WHAT IS THIS BULLSHIT? The power dynamic and often the age difference between these people is just as drastic as that between a middle schooler and a teacher, yet this character is soooo great that everyone loves them.

This works two ways. Either the character is at a very high rank and has lower ranked friends, despite the fact that these people would probably be completely unable to relate to that character or the character is at a very low rank and somehow manages to befriend people older and more powerful than he or she is.

The first type often occurs with princesses. I realize that your character is against the evil class system and shows kindness to everyone, but the maids probably still won't be her friends, any more than your maid is your friend ( if you have a maid.) This also goes for princesses who are friends with soldiers, cooks, heralds or servants. It also sometimes happens with God Mode Sue, who despite having great power X, till care for the common people. Why would they care? If they have a country to lead, or people to save with their superpower, they have no time to go around befriending barmaids.

Or alternately, with the second type, despite being a common peasant,  characters will befriend kings, generals, nobles, mayors, gods, whatever. WHY? Why would a general who has gone through schooling and has a ton of experience listen to you? because you're the chosen one? ( I'm looking at you, Eragon.) It's even worse if they actually take the advise of this character. It's really bad leadership to listen to someone just because they have the mark of the raven or whatever.

...
Maybe I'm just bitter.

- Melo

Jun. 5th, 2009

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Player: Soorim
Level: College undergraduate. Subclass: Sophmore. Recently upgraded from Freshman.
Special ability: + 20% damage aginst English. Weak to Math.
Current dungeon: Apple Valley, CA
Dungeon Boss: End of Summer Packing. Miniboss: Summer boredom.
Most recent accomplishment: Finals defeated.
Working on side quests: See previous posts.
Characters Bridgette and Hobert have joined your party.  Ethan, Trevor, Adrina and Hanin have left your party. Joe and Recca are MIA.
Recent activities: Played CIV, doodled, read, searched for new job classes.
This quest log is updated on a weekly basis.

Phone ability added: summons a random friend to the player.
Discovered an interesting creature: the small nommer. Can use the ability: mildly amusing conversation once a day.
My sanity points are rapidly depleting, as the boredom boss has hit me hard.

-Soorim

Mar. 25th, 2009

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Judge me not by my old entries, this is a resurrected journal that I wrote in in high school/ middle school.
I am now 100% less emo. =)

Player: Soorim
Level: Undergraduate. Recently leveled up from " high school senior."
Special ability: + 20% damage aginst English. Weak to Math.
Current dungeon: Berkeley, CA
Dungeon Boss: Finals
Most recent accomplishment: Mid-boss of Midterms defeated.
Working on side quests: Improve your drawing skill! & Improve Your Writing Skill!
Characters Joe, Bridgette, Recca, Hobert and Sarah have left your party. Ethan, Trevor, Adrina and Hanin have joined your party.
Recent activities: Played Fallout 3, fangirled for Axis Powers Hetalia, drew.
This quest log is currently inactive. To see a more frequently updated version, find me on facebook.

To add to your party, just leave a comment.

-Soorim

Jun. 23rd, 2007

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http://www.politicalcompass.org/test

Economic Left/Right: -3.38
Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -2.00

Authoritarian
Left





















Right
Libertarian
lol.
what are you doing

Dances Happily!

Aaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! 
*shrieks screams celebrates*
I got a 2100 on the SAT!!!
Yes!!!!

On a completely unrelated note, learning German is ruining my spelling. >< I spelled " shriek" schrieck at first, then schrik, then shrick.  I think it's because in German the " sh " sound is spelled " sch" like in schrei, which, incidentally means scream.   

I've ben inhabiting the Zompist B-boards, and the people there dazzle me with their smartness. it's intimidating. But it also makes me determined to get smarter. So far today I have learned three new words: fricative, phonology and libertarian.  

I've been writing alot lately! Lizzie, how do you do the LJ cut thingies?  

Visit my  new nationstate, Castle Eclectica, here! http://www.nationstates.net/castle_eclectica

 

Jun. 19th, 2007

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http://bloodb4roses.proboards51.com/index.cgi?board=link&action=display&thread=1182309959

I outlined my Creation story here, PLEASE visit, people. 

I've been working on this all day.
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In the legends of voodoo
the Serpent is a symbol of Earth.
the Rainbow is a symbol of Heaven.

Between the two, all creatures must live and die

But because he has a soul
Man can be trapped in a terrible place
where death is only the beginning

The Serpent and the Rainbow (1988)

CaideSin is so wonderful. And  the story is going oh so well. I love inspiration. 
it' s just great. ecstaticly great.
 rejoicE! 

Jun. 4th, 2007

stupid

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Holding Hands

Kaiten and Valencia hold hands, like they did back then. Only then Valencia was afraid, afraid of the killing and the dying and the bodies strewn everywhere, but mostly afraid of the sun, afraid of the merciless sun that could swoop down and kill her in beam of light like it did to her sister. Kaiten was not as afraid of death. TenSun and he were the same person, he reasoned, and TenSun was safe, caged away, so if he died it was okay, because then he could become part of TenSun and really be alive. ( Kaiten has always thought of himself as dead.) So when he found out that Valencia was afraid, he smiled at her and took her hand, and together they went out to the battlefield, among the dead bodies and the rotting, maddening smell of blood.. Valencia trembled, and Kaiten, not much older than her, could feel it through her skimpy, fraying glove.

Kaiten with his steady hands, ( like a statue she thought he was a statue so metallic he was) laughed morbidly and showed her that death was not scary, smiled at her and, with his graveyard humor explained to her Death. He pointed to things with his free hand and, gesturing, This went on, until, even after Kaiten was no longer holding her hand, Valencia could still laugh at Death. Kaiten had introduced them the way people introduce two friends, and Valencia had discovered that she really did not mind Death at all. When she was afraid, she just thought of Kaiten’s hand clasped in her’s, because she had discovered that he made her brave.

Valencia wandered long and after Kaiten was abandoned and Metamentia was closed up, thinking that he was gone and never dreaming that he was hurting, alone within the walled up city. She walked nameless paths until she became known for her wickedness, for her impertinent smile in the face of Death. She put Kaiten and his hand into the back of her mind, because now she was no longer afraid and did not even need to remember him, and held the hands of others and spoke his words to them. Smiling.

They put Valencia to sleep one day, in a cold pool of light that was swirling blue. All around her the rose petals floated, until the day that against all remembrance, against the impossibility of memory ( didn’t you go away with the rest of the Metamentals?) Kaiten found her again and plucked her from the pool as easily as plucking a petal from a flower. Valencia took his hand, and cried black tears that were nearly crystals ( but not quite) and said : " Thank you. " " For what?" asked Kaiten. " For making me brave. All these years I had forgotten, had thought that I was brave, but you were the one who took my hand and gave me back my laugh, made me brave when death was all around us." Kaiten smiles sheepishly. " I’ve met Death. And he’s a prick. You wouldn’t like him. "

Valencia’s surprised face reminds Faust of when she and Kaiten were children, holding hands against the huge battlefield and the fear, against pain, but mostly against him, Death, two children, still alive, holding hands on a battlefield. Faust laughs, and although Kaiten and Valencia can neither see nor hear him, they know he is laughing with them.

: laughing in the face of death, no wait, laughing with him

because if you laugh, it’s not scary:


The drabble in which Valencia first walked into my head. 

Apr. 4th, 2007

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Distance

Later, Kaiten cannot remember why they were fighting that girl or what she did to provoke Lucien’s dangerous interest. Maybe she was one of Newander’s pawn’s, maybe she was an assassin. Maybe maybe. Maybe she was only a barmaid with unusually good fighting skills who got angry with the ridiculous cool that Lucien used as an attitude in those days.

All he can remember in the end is the end: the end result of the fight, because that eclipses everything else. The girl is trapped, immobile, imprisoned in a pillar of swirling water. Her hair is soaked and scatted, her clothes fraying and wet, tossed carelessly in the current. Kaiten remembers seeing her stop struggling as the utter stillness that was Lucien approached her. He leaned in, curious eyes watching her and asked " What makes you so bright?" He kissed her: cold, frigid lips from the freezing water letting go one last gasp as she filled up with water.

It would have been funny if it wasn’t so clear, even to Kaiten, that the girl was now so far from any air, too far under the surface to have a hope of survival. She didn’t know it yet, though, and she choked, but didn’t panic, not understanding even as her lungs filled with liquid and the weight of the magic spilled into her, turning her blood to water, her skin to rags, not understanding even when she coughed up water, when it dripped from her nose and eyes.

It didn’t take very long: Lucien kissed her, then stepped back, curious, as she crumpled under the weight of the water that was suddenly in her, dissolved into a puddle. Kaiten remembers Lucien’s look too: like that of a child who has accidentally killed a beetle that they only meant to hold. Kaiten starts to say something, but when he sees Lucien’s eyes, he sees how hopeless it is, Lucien is miles and miles under the sea, watching people drown, wondering about the fragility of the bright things that drift down from the surface. Just to be where he lives kills them, bleaches heir brightness of color and stops the movement of their fragile limbs.

Lucien turns to Kaiten and asks, haltingly, " How come Arren never drowned? " There are not enough words for Kaiten to speak, words to express the indomitable force of heat and fire that was Arren. Lucien’s mind is off and far away, under the sky and the pressure of despair, watching a pale fire fall under the water and slowly, drift down, drowning.


AN: In short, Arren is dead and because of that Lucien's has gone dangerously spacey and this is what happens when the prince of the deep ocean goes spacey and disconnected.

Mar. 25th, 2007

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Short post, i'm commenting on my story thing.

Lucien: prince of Deep water = prince of the dark areas of the ocean.
nereids= nymphs of deeps water
tide runner nymphs = nymphs in charge of the tides
Faust = king of the dead. There's a big story behind lucien's death...
Note: They believe in reincarnation in this world, which is why the crewmembers decided to wait for lucien to come back.

Arren = Lucien' s boyfriend's name.
Alynel = Lucien's queens name.

Please comment my story!!!!!


 

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My Eulogy for Lucien.

The Last Voyage of the Alynel and the Arren.

Down in the deserted dock, the queenly ship, Alynel, is flying a black flag of mourning. Her deck is deserted and no one dares to go on board and search for a crew member to ask why the graceful beauty of her elegant prow and smooth ropes is interrupted by looming funeral trappings. Alynel and her sister ship are legends among sailors and their somber attitude cannot bode well for the dock that was bright and busy before they descended, a wave of gloomy fog riding on their backs.

Rumor says that for the Alynel, the currents are always favorable and that even the wind will reverse itself in order to catch her sails. A beautiful girl has often been spotted in the crow’s nest by the other crews who have passed this ship out at sea, a girl with pale red eyes and long sweeping hair the same color as a summer sky. Today, black ribbons hang from the crows nest, and weeping can distantly be heard from a woman, cloaked in black, who sits perched on the rigging and cries. Deep into the night, the ship lies in the dock and mournful, wailing music plays from ghostly pipes out across the water.

Late that night, or perhaps early the next morning, the Alynel sets sail, leaving behind a trail of enchanted blue and black roses that float, immovable, refusing to sink or let the other ships pass. It is raining now, a pathetic drizzly rain, and in the distance, through the wispy fog, horrible wailing can be heard. When she meets with the Arren, neither crew cheers as they would ordinarily; instead, the Arren goes ahead and the Alynel quietly follows behind. They travel faster than should be possible: the seemingly still ocean currents whisking them towards their destination at alarming speeds. The only crew members who are working are Tirade and nightshade, who enchant feverishly, bewitching flowers, Tirade the blue and Nightshade the Black. They toss them over board from the back of the Alynel, leaving a glowing trail of roses that stretches eerily into the distance.

They have no fear of being followed for two reasons: one practical and one esoteric. The practical reason is that Riiski, the pirate Queen declared yesterday when confirming the rumors of Lucien’s death, that it was to be a day of peace: no ships were to sail unless they wanted to risk her eternal enmity. Tonight, every port on the Blade coast is jam packed and every flag is at half mast, for Lucien was well -liked and respected by those who knew him well, and a legend to those that did not. Where the Alynel was docked a few hours ago, three ships now bunch together, trading stories about the legendary Alynel, the sailors getting drunk and toasting each other in Lucien’s name.

While sailors salute each other " To Lucien!", The Alynel and the Arren continue sailing. The second reason that the ships fear no pursuit is that ever since they met, they have had an escort of a roiling mass of marine animals and spirits. To either side of the trail of flowers, tide runner nymphs perched on the back of sinuous black marine dragons, singing mournful songs in their bubbly voices. Beside the dragons are Jellyfish, so many of them that you could mistake them for an island. Lucien always liked jellyfish, Vara remembers mournfully. It was one of his quirks. Next to the jellyfish, sharks and sea serpents come to pay their respects to the prince of the Crushing Dark. Lastly come the Giant Squids, the monstrous octopi, some kraken and other strange creatures of the Deep, like angler fish. Overhead the gulls are wheeling, although it is night, and the crews of the Alynel and Arren shiver. No seaman would dare come near this strange funeral procession.

Alan, the navigator on the Alynel, is part banshee, and he leads the mourning chorus with his strangely loud, wild, sorrowful wail. Besides both of the ships, about fifteen feet back, a chorus of mermaids joins in his song, their voices churning the water into frothy whirlpools and unnatural waves, but in front of the Arren all is eerily still. The water the ships are traveling on seems as still as water in a pond, but judging by the speed that Nightshade’s petals disappear into the distance, they are moving faster then a whale swims. Encased in an aura of their own, the ship travel on, the sky above them calm and cloudless, with vicious storm clouds of driving rain to their right and left.

After what seems like endless time to the crews, " Approaching destination!" Riiski yells from the Arren. Alan changes his note and his jewelry magnifies it so that it echoes out over the water, signaling the halt of the funeral procession. The animals form a vast, multilayered oval around the ships, with the twining dragons first, with the jellyfish under them in the water, then the sharks, the squids, and lastly the looming octupi and squid, surrounded by creatures of the deep. Except for the dragons, which continue circling the ships, the procession is eerily still. Even the nymphs and the mermaids have stopped their songs, hanging in somber silence in the water. Nightshade and Tirade toss their last few roses into the water, which is perfectly still. Nightshade claps and the roses soundlessly form a triangle around the ship. Even the rain has stopped.

In front of the oval, a swirl starts gradually in the water. " Who are we waiting for?" Tirade whispers quietly to Nightshade. " The guest of honor, " Nightshade replies tersely.

" Lucien’s mother, the Queen of light water, is going to consecrate the ships..." " Wow.. I didn’t know Luci was so important. He never talked abou-" "Shh!" The swirl has grown into a huge whirlpool and out of it a platform rises with the court of Water Elementals standing on it in a glow of translucent light. In the center, the queen, adorned in white cloth, sits on a throne of pure water. Rather than speak, she raises an arm, and the water begins to swirl, and then to sing as the nereids of the deep water sing the water into a huge dome that encircles the ships and then descends until it is just barely beyond the top of the prow. The high thin song of the nymphs and the deep resonance of the nereids penetrates the crew members, saturates them with so much water magic that for many of them it is difficult to breathe, to move. Then, the queen speaks, but many cannot understand because the power of that voice strikes them like an arrow, and afterwards they can only remember the sound, not the words. Riiski understands, and Alan, understands, and Vara understands, and shivers. The song is quiet and faint now, but the chill in the air is worse.

" Lucien, ti e chi vergusse de le sond de wyr." begins the queen. " Lucien, you will be missed to the heart of the sea... " Her soliloquy is heard clearly, loud and across the funeral procession, redolent with deep sadness. She speaks for longer than time can last for the bewildered sailors. At one point, she gestures to the ships, and then falls silent. Riiski smiles mirthlessly and signals to the sailors to start removing the funeral trappings and instead deck out the ships in all their splendor as if they were " going out to battle, for all the world to see." The dark covers from the Arren are collected and put into chests, but the Alynel’s trappings are stowed in the hull. The sails of brilliant blue go up, with their silver insignia, Lucien’s insignia, blazing defiantly through the darkness. The crew who are leaving wear black, but those who are staying don their most radiant finery. " The next time we see Lucien, the ship must be adequately splendid."

The Queen continues speaking. " There is not enough time now for mourning, and that is not why we are here. Tonight we send company to my son, we bury his dream with him, since Faust has left no body for me to honor with the proper funeral rites. Tonight, we send to him his ships, and his crew, to sleep until such time as we may know my son again." She raises her hands over her head and a light mist forms, creeping over the ships, permeating them and protecting their wood from any damage that might be done by the water. The dragons slide up to right next to the ships and the crew members who are wearing black line up towards the side and salute their comrades, taking with them the two chests of funeral trappings. The ship is stacked high with gold, treasures, weapons and everything that Lucien ever won for the ships or the crew. One final salute, and the crew mount the dragons and withdraw to a safe distance. " Do Luci proud, okay?" says Tirade to Edain, as he steps onto his dragon. " They will hear the story of the Alynel and the Arren in every port under heaven," Edain promises.

The Queen, who has watched all of this with implacable eyes, calls down a rain of holy water on the sailors. Each sparkling bead hangs in front of one of the seven who chose to stay behind. Vara laughs and scoops it up in the cup hanging from her waist, then goes down to toast the others. " To Lucien!" Nightshade now passes around a transparent drink in an amber color. Alan gestures and the crew go below deck, except for Nightshade and Vara, who assumes dragon form and winds loosely around the Alynel. Strangely, she does not list, not even a little. Nightshade raises her arms and the roses glow brilliantly from the ship all the way back to the port. In the center of each one is a glittering coin or a jewel that glows with a spectral light. The nymphs voices crest, reaching an impossible height, and Nightshade tosses petals all over he deck of the ship, a final safeguard against the water, and goes below deck.

As the voices ebb, the Queen blows, and ships begin to sink in the water still inside an air bubble. From a distance, the crew members who could not or did not want to go watch as the ships sink, and the roses sink, still glowing, and the animals follow them down, circling, and the nymphs sing. The water slowly creeps down the mast now, clear clear water that slowly surrounds the ship as the crew members sleep. When it reaches the deck and brushes the roses, there is a final brilliant glow, and then the roses begin to fade until only their centers dully shine. Inside, the crew members are frozen in time, filled with a brilliant water energy that will prevent the decay of their bodies, exposed as they are to the water that now fills very part of the ship. From forecastle to stern, the ships are underwater, yet the ink on paper does not run, and the fabrics do not show signs of ruin, and the crew members do not drown.

Above where the ships were, a ring of calm grows around the queen. She gestures to the crew, who sit miserably on hawks now. " Come closer." The ports at the blade coast are calm now. It is almost morning, and the sky is slowly becoming blue in the little ring of storm free sky above the Queen. She raises her arms and the circle grows as the ships sink further and further down. On the fringes of the circle, storms form: wild shrieking hurricanes and vicious typhoons. Tomorrow, or late that night, ports around the world will be struck with calamities, with storms, and the dead of the ocean will walk up the beaches and drag the living in. " Let Faust presume to trifle with us..." declares the queen. Inside the circle, the crew waits until the Queen has gone back into the water and the tempests have howled off to ride away. They will alight in many different cities and tell the story of the ships to everyone that they meet so that Lucien is reincarnated he can know that his faithful crew is waiting for him.

Underneath the water, the ships are still sinking. When they hit the bottom, nearly a day later, the nymphs will seal them in a cave with only one entrance where they will wait in splendored silence, the path to them paved in roses. Stacked to the brim with treasure, the ships wait, an the sailors sleep. Edain looks back, and sighs softly. " Companions fit for anyone on their way to the underworld. Godspeed, Lucien!"

~ Years later, Eluciden and Cruxis will follow the flowers to the now legendary ships- but that’s another story. ~

Rest in peace, Lucien.

Feb. 23rd, 2007

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Your Results:
Crushed under the weight of your own ego.
You're already feeling the strain. It's just a matter of time before the fragile framework of your ego comes crumbling down and buries you under its sheer enormity. Your lucky numbers are 1.


It doesn't have to be a very big ego to crush me, since I'm so little. But what kind of cat doesn't have a healthy amount of aroogance?
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There's nothing we can do about the things we have to do without...

Wog wogga.

....I never announced that i have a boyfriend on here, did I?

( Don't kill me Nono -sama! I still love you!! >< ) *cries*
Erm. Yeah. I closed an Oblivion gate yesturday. i need to jump fifteen feet to make varsity.
Rammstein rocks. I feel so uninteresting... ><
*scurries off*

Feb. 11th, 2007

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Today, Erick said that he will get laid sometime during his first year of college.

And, I'm leveling too fast on Oblivion. ><

Feb. 3rd, 2007

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Well, I just read two pages of journal things...^^;
I need to come on here more often. This week in time, i have officially written the most terrible essay ever to come from my pencil and played Oblivion obsessively.  

Oh and I'm apparently doing pole vaulting/ long distance jumping for track now. I pray to get varsity.

That is all.

Jan. 27th, 2007

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Time for a random quotes post!

"You're a team player, a save the day super hero...I hate people like you."-Hiei (yyh)
"The walls we build around us to keep out the saddness also keeps out the joy."-Jim Rohn
You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories."-Stainslaw J. Lec
"Insanity: a perfect rational adjustment to an insane world."- R.D. Lang
"I hate people. People make me pro-nuclear."- Margret Smith
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising everytime we fall."- Confucious
"Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months."- Oscar Wilde
"You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you mad."- Aldous Huxley
"I contend that we are both atheists. I just belive in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours."- Stephen F. Roberts
The greatest mystery is not that we have been flung at random between the profusion of matter and of starts, but that within this prison we can draw from ourselves images powerful enough to deny our nothingness."- Andre Malraux
"Suffering, by itself, may not destroy you, but suffering, without meaning, might."-Viktor Frankl
"Everyone has talent. What is rare is the courage to follow that talent to the dark place it leads."-Erica Jong

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